I feel like I'm on a small boat in the middle of the ocean and there is no land in sight. I'm tired, uncomfortable, and the waves are crashing overboard. Every now and then, the waters are calm, and I feel like I can simply drift along in peace. There are other times, however, when I just want to find a strip of land. I have come to notice that stability is very important. Without it, you can topple over. So where do you find it if there is none to be found? I'm climbing a ladder with missing rungs, and all I can do is reach out and hope that I grab hold of something, anything steady.